My heart is heavy today –
full of despair. A beautiful woman, I
love and thank God for, with an abuse problem, is in ICU. While high on heroin, she drove her car
into a parked semi.
I t
is not natural for us to know Who Christ is – really. And by natural, I mean in your flesh –
humanly for our mind to comprehend it.
However, I know and believe what the Bible says about Him – EVERY SINGLE
SOLITARY WORD.
What???????????!!!! Let’s just sit on that for a while.
My despair is NOTHING
compared to her despair – her children’s despair. Her parents’ despair. This abuse problem has been around for
years. That’s who she is . . . “an
addict” (her words).
Really? I have never been addicted to
drugs so I don’t understand this addiction, but I have known other “addictions”
– I have felt helpless – I have labeled myself “defeated”. Hopeless.
I am so sick and tired of
Satan and his destruction. I have had
it. Why do we give him so much power? He delights in this . . . . this
darkness. No more.
I claim in the Mighty Name
of Jesus Christ – LEAVE THIS WOMAN ALONE!
I found a great quote from
Charles Gore (British theologian):
We
are conscious of our own weakness and of the strength of evil, but not of the
third force, stronger than either ourselves or the power of evil, which is at
our disposal if we will draw upon it. What is needed is a
deliberate and whole-hearted realization that we are IN CHRIST and Christ
is IN US by His Spirit; an unconditional surrender of faith to Him; a
practice, which grows more natural by exercise; or remembering and deliberately
drawing by faith upon His strength in the moments of temptation and not
merely upon our own resources, "In the Name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, I
will do thus and thus". So we too may form, like Paul, the habit of victory.
A
“habit of victory” – really? Can one
attain that? Let’s figure this out
together, shall we?
First,
do we REALLY know WHO Christ is? The
Book of John tells us:
“Through
Him all things were made, without Him, nothing was made that has been
made. In Him was life, and that life was
the light of men. The light shines in
the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it.”
He
(John) says later:
“Jesus
did many other miraculous signs in the presence of His disciples, which are not
recorded in this book. But these are
written that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that
by believing you may have life in His name.”
My
unconditional surrender of faith is putting all my trust in God cause He knows
better. I don’t. That may sound too simplistic, but it’s the
truth. No matter what, He will handle
His way – and that’s the best way. “For
we know that in ALL THINGS . . .“ (you know the verse).
This
habit I want to form – this habit of victory comes in knowing WHO Christ is and
trusting in Him. Every day. Over and over. One step at a time.
I’m
not going to pretend I understand my friend’s addiction, but I do understand
darkness. I have been there. It ain’t pretty. And its so full of nothing – there isn’t HOPE
there – there isn’t LIGHT there. There’s
nothing but despair. And you know what
God says about that?
2
Samuel 22 says: You are my lamp, O Lord;
the Lord turns my darkness into light.
Sweet
friend, my prayer for you is this:
Close
your eyes and see God’s glory; close your lips and speak with your heart. Bring your soul, quiet and open. This is where God’s work will start.
In
your darkness, God still can see you. In
your silence, God can hear.* One step at a time.
*lyrics
by Pepper Choplin, “Close Your Eyes and See”.
I would appreciate prayers for my friend - our God is an AMAZING GOD and when God's people pray . . . . well, let's find out!
ReplyDeleteI will be praying for your friend. I used to work with someone with a heroin addiction. It was so sad to see his life completely fall apart. His wife divorced him, his kids wanted nothing to do with him, and he eventually lost his job (his own brother had to fire him because his problem was beginning to disrupt the office)... unfortunately he had to hit rock bottom - but I have heard that he is off drugs now, owns his own hair salon, and is doing great.
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