Remember the Wonders
Sometimes I can't believe that my son is gone. All will be going well and I suddenly have a longing to talk to or see Dan and then I just burst into tears. Sadness comes over me, like a deep dead feeling in my gut. Is this normal grieving I wonder? What is normal grieving? Can you even put the words, "grieving" and "normal" in the same sentence? N ormal is a setting on a dryer. There is no normal. And grieving? Grief could be my only route to feeling Dan close. And right now I need him close. I think of him and it puts a smile on my face. I think of his wife and girls and am filled with hope and love. That's gotta be my God. That's my Jehovah Jirah (the Lord will provide). Look to the Lord and His strength; seek His face always. Remember the wonders He has done ... Psalm 105 Remember, remember, remember. Remember how good God is .... how He's held me before and He'll hold me again. Remember His Word...